Wednesday, October 3, 2012

DAY EIGHTY SIX - the power of positive thinking


Mostly stayed in to do some catch up. A little rainy – I like it.

Today I got me some breakfast down in the kitchen, two floors below me, and then stayed up in my room for the rest of the morning and early afternoon. As I came down in the early afternoon to refuel, Myfanwy met me at the bottom of the stairs, all excited – she had been out for a walk. She said that when she got out of bed this morning, she had NO back pain to speak of. She had been told yesterday that IF the cortisone injection worked, it would take a minimum of a week before she felt any results whatsoever. When we had been talking yesterday about her expectations, which had been low, I, half-teasingly had said she needed to enlist the power of positive thinking. (Why not – what’s there to lose, right?!) Before I went to bed last night I placed a note by her door (she was downstairs watching the telly and I knew she would see what I had written before retiring), expressing what a compliment it had been to me that she had felt comfortable enough to ask me to accompany her to her appointment, that I was so pleased that everything had gone so smoothly, and aIso that I knew if she thought positively (we had discussed this at length yesterday, so please don’t think I was attempting to thrust the concept upon her or anything) it couldn’t help but make her recovery go all that much better.

[Something closely related to the power of positive thinking, is the power of prayer – what those of us with a firm sense of the role of the divine recognize as the true essence of positive thinking. Anyway, yesterday, following Myfanwy’s procedure, she was talking with the nurse about her chances for affirmative results due to the medical intervention she had just received. Nurse Tina said something about there was no guarantee, that her chances came down, basically, to the luck of the draw. Not able to stop myself, I chimed in, ‘or prayer,’ to which she replied, ‘yes, but I’m not allowed to say that . . .’ That was a pretty great little interchange!]

Myfanwy was so happy and ebullient, practically bordering on euphoria. As we talked about what could have accounted for this wonderful effect, she said, ‘Well, Debbie, it’s you, I think – what with all that talk about positive thinking. As I went to lie down last night, I began to feel a little discouraged, but caught myself and decided I was having none of it! Then Myfanwy reached out and gave ME a hug in gratitude. Wow! After all these long months of suffering, this morning my friend has a new lease on life. And I am so grateful for it – prayer, positive thinking, or whatever you want to call it!

Turns out I did not end up meeting Professor Philip on campus for his class today. It’s a good thing, too, because my right heel has been bothering me, and this morning it was especially painful. When I asked him first thing, if this was still a good day for me to come to his lecture, he appeared a bit distressed and remarked, ‘maybe not, I’m sorry; would it be okay if we postponed it till next week?’ It seems the lecture materials on his computer were not appearing where he expected them to be – now that WOULD be disconcerting!

Pretty much every day, but Sunday, I usually go out sometime around 4, if I haven’t gone earlier, to see what’s going on in the world outside my room, and to check the grocery specials (discounted food items) – treasure hunting, you know. (I know where all the good spots are.) Today I got an email from the library that the children’s book I had read about, and reserved, was in – Tom’s Midnight Garden, winner of the Carnegie Medal (the British version of our Newbery Medal – outstanding literature for children), written about the same time as A Wrinkle in Time. Many books of this genre came out around this period across the English-speaking world. I think I will reward myself tonight and see what it’s all about. Yeah, I have it coming, in fact, I down right deserve it! (That will make the third book I am now in the middle of . . .)


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Tom’s Midnight Garden by Philippa Pearce (cover drawing kind of looks like Andrew's grade school friend, Luke - or is it really more like Rylan?)